Tuesday, June 8, 2010 (Day 136)

FINALLY!  I FINALLY got to, and under, 175!  That means I get to take my 50 pounds lost pictures tonight.  I’m really excited!   I’ve been waiting for this number for 4 weeks now!  It feels like a giant hurdle that I finally made it over.  That means I’ve lost 51 pounds.  39 more to go.  40 sounded like a lot, but 39 doesn’t seem bad at all.  While walking outside this morning I was thinking that it’s 20 pounds, twice.  That’s easy!  20 pounds is nothing!  Once I lose 19 pounds, I’ll only have a total of 20 more to go!  That’s insane!  I never thought I’d be this close.  Well, I mean, I thought I would, but I didn’t imagine it.  You know?  I’ve always known (and still do) that I’ll reach my goal of being 135.  It’s just that I never could picture actually being at that point, or being at this point.  I’m thrilled and I can’t wait to hit 170 next.