Oh boy, what a day yesterday was! Work was awful. Not awful, but way too busy to be good. I think it all just broke yesterday because I’m having PMS. I’ve been working non-stop 9-12 hour days for the last 2 weeks. I haven’t taken a lunch. I haven’t taken a break. I’ve been holding my bladder for way longer than I ever should. Now I’m pretty sure I have a urinary tract infection, or am getting close. I’m going to start bleeding in a couple days. I’m exhausted. I didn’t even have time to go to the office fridge and get my Slim-Fast so I ended up eating my Fiber One bar for lunch. I got home exhausted, stressed, angry, starving. Oh yeah, I will also mention that I have been working my ass off and yesterday one of the half-dozen attorneys that I’m trying to do work for at the moment, got testy with me about not having started his crap. I told him Friday evening that I had time to help him. Something more important came up and I had to do it all day yesterday. So there was that. Plus my pee hurting. Then I had to stay 30 minutes late at work, so when I went for the train/bus I ended up waiting out in the cold for 30 minutes for the train and another 30 for the bus. I was freezing and angry and tired, and exhausted, and blah, blah, blah. I bought the kids Happy Meals for dinner since it was 8:00 at night and I didn’t feel like cooking. I got home and ate Frosted Mini Wheats. Good for me, right? But then I was still stressed and angry and exhausted, etc. So I got out the Pub Mix from Sunday. YUM! I ate as much as I possibly could. Then I noticed Cayden had eaten the hamburger but left his bun. So I ate his bun. Hey, I didn’t have a hamburger to eat, but maybe a bun with ketchup and mustard would make me happy. No. It wasn’t good, but I ate it anyway. I would have eaten sweets if there were any in the house. I wanted a piece of cake or brownie or SOMETHING. But we had nothing. I had a piece of licorice, which I don’t like, so it REALLY wasn’t satisfying. Then I felt guilty. Now my stomach hurts. Whatever. Work is going a little better. I got an unbelievable amount of work done this morning and am finally caught up. At least everything is in someone else’s court for the time being.
Oh, and I woke up sick this morning. I woke up at 5:00 to exercise. My throat was killing me and my nose and head are so stuffed up! I decided with how work is going and how I’m feeling, I was better off with sleep. I want to binge on something more today, but I’m trying not to. I’m trying to convince myself that all is not lost and I can still salvage this week’s hope for weight loss even though I binged 2 days already. I think I’m going to take a nap and then drink my Slim-Fast. Let’s hope I do okay when I get home from work tonight!
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